Day dreaming…Anywhere, Anytime!
23 10 2007
I live in different ages and different times in this moment! I try to link different situations and different people with the current people! I day dream…I day dream even in the most crucial decision making meetings, I’m quite capable of doing that! I try not to, but I just can’t help it!
I’m always lost, lost in my dreams, some real and most of them unreal.
I dream of getting back to college and meeting my old friends… I dream of changing past decisions… (Not that I have any regrets), Taking different paths which otherwise I would have never chosen. While drinking of coffee, I think of eating ice-cream. Not that I hate coffee – not that I love ice-creams – it just happens! I just can’t help day dreaming! I dream of being appreciated by my boss when at that very moment he would be yelling at some stupid mistake of mine.
I day dream to the extent that sometimes, I’m scared of my facial expressions changing! And very often, caught by my mom questioning me, STOP talking to yourself, why are you laughing for no reasons, STOP writing in the air!
I go 20 years back and sometimes to life after death! But, I just love doing this! Cause I live so many moments at the same time… Hey, mind travels at an amazing speed, just lets your thoughts go…it just wanders…
Lost to the extent that I sometimes totally forget where I am!
I still can’t help day dreaming!
I found my diary the day I was leaving for HK… And I was ust going through it, I found a DONT list, I had written for myself when I was in 7th std… and the first line said “I will stop day-dreaming from now on!”
hahahaha… it was that day and its today some 12 years later… I still havent gotten over this nerve-wrecking habit!!!!!!!
By “Do it” , meant “Day Dream”
hmm… the funny and the most embarrasing part is… “imagine somebody is scolding you and you are laughing…” god… that will be so embarrasing…